Although she decided she is going to wake up everyday and smile about everything , laugh even if it isn’t funny
She felt like she is still in her cocoon
She tried smiling but her heart didn’t want to let her
She pushed people away, she didn’t want questions, she didn’t want to see anyone fine
She was tore into pieces, she thought she was okay
The thoughts in her mind,then a teardrop, she wipes it off
Smiles again and feels fine
Then again she wipes another teardrop
It feels all black ,just a blank space.
She doesn’t deserve it but she’ll have to live with it.
I hope she gets better.